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Feb. 11th, 2006 @ 02:55 pm (no subject)

Not even going to talk about it here, not much point really.

Goddamn you for what you did to me.

I refuse to accept the shit that you've turned my life into. We both know what's going to happen now, don't we.

Fuck you.

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Do Not Disturb
Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 09:05 pm (no subject)
Waitwaitwait... so if you like cock, you're gay, right?

*snort, laugh* Any man out there not masturbated? Pleased teh cock? Must be gay!

~this moment of insanity brought to you by 730980487~
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Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 07:21 pm (no subject)
Trying to stay away from chatting so... two new sites I'm obsessed with www.grouphug.us and www.e-closure.com.

They both make me feel better... and yet lonely at the same time.
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Sex shop
Feb. 1st, 2006 @ 10:52 pm (no subject)
So I made the aim. Secretopening

^snort^ I need to do more on the computer besides obsess, and yet... it keeps me from being tempted to contact old chat friends. It would involve the exchange of a phone number... but I found myself at a loss tonight.

I'm lonely.

I don't want to wait until tomorrow to see someone.

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Feb. 1st, 2006 @ 06:24 pm (no subject)
I want to be able to connect with people on a sexual level. That's what it's about, more than anything else. I want to hear their voice if they have a mic, to see them... to watch them watch me and talk... tell me how they want to see me please myself.

^licks lips^

I think I'm going to get an AIM name... easier to keep track if I really find anyone to talk to me... maybe webcam later.

Safer than a phone number. Some people I used to chat with pressed for that.

... I just don't know. I want to be safe. That's why the internet and not anything else. But... I need connection. Maybe... give my profile on the site a couple more days. If I'm not contacted then... maybe phone number?
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Feb. 1st, 2006 @ 04:34 pm (no subject)
Hey, so you don't know me here. That's all right, it means that I don't have to worry about the things that I tell you, which means that they'll be the truth.

I'm gay.

Such a shock! If you're here you had to have read my profile because otherwise, I know I didn't give you this livejournal name. I'm interesting in talking to other people that are gay, well other people in general because I like people and I'm a very social sort of person, just especially people that are willing to be openly gay here because there aren't any in my life right now.

Which means, that I'm probably going to to spend most of my time dating people casually and not getting any further, but that's all right. It's much better to be deeply, deeply closeted, than to go for a walk on the 'other' side.

I like my facial features intact thank you.

So that's it! If you found this somehow... post a comment! I don't really know many people.
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